my selves ambigu

i am sad yet my tear wont come out
i am happy yet i laugh in silent
i walk yes i do walk yet i always see the same place again
i dream yet my eyes are open
i feel...oh god i do feel yet i am numb
i am free i always have yet this rules kept me in tight
awarenes of my whereabout start to change along with my eternal insanity...
am i insane or am i the only sane man
this tought have always been as shallow as they are before
no need to comprehen in order to release your understanding...its pointless my selves ambigu is for my own to hold